I have been thinking that I need to step out of my comfort zone and I have been asking some of my friends what they enjoy sexually. I think I really want to try and find a guy to play some peephole games with. I want to try and insert a catheter into my piss hole and be fucked rigorously until I squirt pussy juice all over because there is so much feeling down there as the catheter shifts back and forth from the motion of our bodies slapping together. It sounds really hot and I think if my pee hole is being stimulated by a rock hard cock fucking the shit out of me while its deep inside my bladder, I think that will be the type of orgasm that is explosive and will make me squirt hard. I want to feel the balloon from the catheter bounce around inside my body while I feel full from every angle down there. Just need a butt plug to finish it off.
Little titties : I just looked at my daughter and realized she has titties. I do not know what is worse, the fact that I did not notice before or the fact that I am jealous because hers are younger and perkier than mine. I mean come on, I have been stripping for years now and I am not 16 no more. Gravity has had some help in where my big old titties are now. Do not get me wrong, mine are still nice but fuck I wish I had hers now. I know what I will day, I am going to make her play with them so that way gravity fucks them up. If I bring home dudes to fuck the shit out of her and her titties bounce the more gravity will start to take effect. I am going to bring so many many home to fuck her non stop. I just want her to become the good little whore I know she can be.
I am so proud of my youngin. Today she started her period and has become a woman. What makes me even prouder is that she has said that she wants to be a stripper just like mommy. I love the fact that I have made such an impact on her lil mind. I think next I need to teach her how to suck a fat cock and take a big fat juicy load to the back of her throat. I need to teach her how to spread them youngin legs wide open so a man go go balls deep into her tiny asshole and tight fucking pussy. A little crying never hurt any one and pain is pleasure. I think she will learn to like it just like I did. I will make a mini whore of her yet. I will teach her everything that I know and teach her how to keep her mouth shut and her ass open as well as her legs. She will be a good little cum slut.
I was just asked what the right way to give a blow job is by my daughter. I was a little caught off guard but to be honest, I am kind of glad she came to me and asked. I want to be the one to teach her how to please a man. It is my duty as a mother, a stripper and a good whore to enable my daughter to be the best and dirtiest little cum guzzling whore she can be when she gets older just like her mommy. So I explained to her that it is all in the technique. I explained to her that it is important to have a firm grip and know when to use your tongue on the tip and when to suck so fucking hard that he feels like he just can not hold his semen in his dick anymore. You want to feel that warm gooey, salty load right in the back of your throat and then take it even deeper to give him head that he will never forget. She smiled after we had our talk. I am so proud.
Well, rent is due again and working at the greasy truck stop waiting tables just is not cutting it. I need to feed my brats and make that money, or I am going to have to suck the landlord’s sweaty balls again just for an extra week to get the rent. I wonder if he will let me fuck his sweaty smelly old cock for rent this month. I know I will suck his wrinkly old dick and maybe even offer to let his nasty roommate double tag team my pussy and my ass hole. Yeah, I think I might have to do that this month. Well, I guess I know what I am doing after work, I should probably stop by the corner store and get some mouth wash on the way to my apartment. My breath is going to smell like shit after I gargle his sweaty jizz.
I miss being pregnant. I had my little girl awhile ago but I really miss the feeling of her being in my belly. I think most of all what I miss though is the way she would wiggle and move like she was dancing when I was swinging on the stripper pole trying to make money. I would swing my hips and clap my ass to pay my way from nasty smelly men and good smellin men too who would throw those dollar bills at me. I would be dancing to the beat of he music and I would feel her begin to move like she was shakin’ her little booty with mommy. I can only imagine what a pro she will be if she follows in my footsteps. She loves music and I can tell she has rhythm. It makes me miss those days so badly. I think I might need to find a big fat cock to knock me up just so I can get those days back. I would love to be pregnant again just because I miss it so much. Hmmm, cock hunting tonight I guess.
I love dancing. Every time I hear a song came on no matter where I am I catch myself starting to sway with the music. I will start to close my eyes and fade away to this place where every swing of my ass and bounce in my hip makes me feel free. There is something invigorating about wrapping my ankle and hand around that pole. Letting myself lean forward for that first swing. All I want to do is clap my ass to the sound of the music and shimmy my titties back and forth, the smell of fresh crisp dollar bills and the sweat of my body after a dance is intoxicating. I can not help but feeling that way every time a song that I love comes on. I probably would end up being that mom in the grocery store stripping down as the song plays and playing with all of the naughty foods in the vegetable isle and getting kicked out by the manager, or maybe I convince him to give me his big fat cock…. hmmm food for thought I guess.
Its a new year and I have some new things I wanna try. I have been so hot and horny all day. I just got off the pole and now I need a pole to pound my sweet little pussy and break it wide open for the new year. I want someone to fuck my asshole so hard that I cannot sit for days. I feel like I need to make my new years resolution to be a big fat cock in my mouth so I cannot talk anymore. I am really wanting it right now and I don’t have anybody to plug up any of my holes. I have had men watching me dance all night but I need someone to fuck me now. Please give me a big fat juicy cock to bring the new year in and make me cum really hard.
